I hate to say life is about money, because I'm still working out the emotional details of why friends and family are not what life is about.

Having good relationships with people are the cornerstone of youth. Having bad relationships with people are the cornerstone of youth.

You were not old enough to get a job, yet. You based most of how you thought on emotions. As a child. Your parents, caretakers, court appointed providers, whoever they were, was all life was about. Your brothers and sisters, should you have had siblings, were all part of this package.

And some of you spent time in protective services. My girlfriend works DCF. I know you have your life too, that looks nothing typically middle class millennial kid.

Everyone inside this finite package of people you've grown to know in your mind, existed without money. Money seemed to be a tool to further the experience along of situations. It was not yet in your hands. The adults may or may not have had enough money to go around. Maybe it was a central theme in your life. Maybe not. It was an adult problem any way. You were 8 years old and wanted to go to the arcade. With your mom. Your dad. Were there to be enough quarters or time in the day being happy before the bullshit?

Did you even have a home at 8 years old?

Did you even have a chance at life? I think about these bald kids and it makes me want to cry. They were born to live a short and painful life and I can't imagine a family who has to go through this also putting up with the general public and all of that stupid bullshit. While they have such a hole in their heart.

But we do become short with some strangers. Don't we? Perhaps we too have holes in our hearts. Everyone is ignorant of someone else's situation. No fault. But, still. That's why we should not be quick to anger.

All of us are fucked and we know it. We live knowing we will die. It's that simple.

And whereas friends will become enemies, and family will know you all too well and judge you and many times not even know how to talk to you..

Money just keeps rolling right in, if you work hard enough. It cannot betray you. You can only betray yourself with money. The guy who said money isn't everything is either dead broke and bullshitting someone, or wealthy enough as to not be struggling, so he nonchalantly says that ignorant shit. Again. Bullshitting someone. Money is king. 👑 it pays for those moments in the sun at the beach getting expensive lunch and ice cream afterwards, as the vehicle only thirsts for more gasoline. And someone with you made the experience suck after all the money was gone. Money should have been saved that day. Money was more important than having a fight with everyone on the long road home.

Relationships on the other hand can and will amount to dead end farces. You can work a relationship like a full time job and it can fail. People never want to learn. You should not trust blindly or fall in love.

Sorry to sound bitter, but I force money into my life before I force any person into my life. That just makes more sense it this crazy world. Money to build fortresses on a private island away from others would be even better.

The ideal life. The American dream. Money equals more land, and private land at that, where if you have enough clearly listed warning signs, you can shoot trespassers. Land. To get the fuck away from people and order things online and if anything, have an ocean waterfront property to set sail and leave all these people behind who did nothing but upset you miserably and hurt you so badly.